Mycological musings

stream of consciousness

1. surfing in CLIP space, a multimodal sea of latents

2. epistemics are unreliable; everything resolves to “ah, *but* of course”. (herein is the danger of routine trips, in the limit one’s life becomes astral affirmations and nothing else )

3. deep empathy for the circumstances and decisions of the characters in my world.

4. a recognition of the basis (Eigen) vectors of oneself; for me this is comedy, compassion, and taste. (positive definite)

5. the throughput and fidelity of words is confronted- single channel with lossy decoding - and one is compelled to either attempt to spill everything, or nothing whatsoever.

6. everything will be ok.

7. sense of clarity that everything is as it is meant to be - overthinking is unthinkable - there is a flow, a current, and you realize again that you and everyone in your lives are doing as they only can. (yet the determinism does not evoke fatalism or hopelessness, instead it is beautiful and illuminating, surfacing the light in all of Creation)

8. giggles, for i know that what i am feeling now so are you, and the incommunicable is shared even with mere rhythmic noise (laughter)

9. a feeling of remembering, of having come here and forgotten, many times, both before and after